This topic consumes me. It’s all I write, think and pray about. To the point of making me wonder if once delivered from it, will anything remain for me in…
How Confidence is Killing Me
Stop Over-Analyzing I’ve often been told, “Laurence! Stop over analyzing everything.” “You need to learn to go with the flow.” While over analyzing may not be a good thing, I’ve…
Fill My Cup
Life without God is excruciating. It’s absolutely horrible. Sure, there is the bit about what happens to us after we die but I’m not talking about that part. I’m talking…
Insert God Here
Lord God, there are times in life when I get triggered. I received hurt, rejection, “I am not enough,” “I am a mistake.” In these moments, I see how easily…
My Teacher is Divine
And without faith it is impossible to please God because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who diligently seek him. Hebrews…
FYI I Might Be Ugly for a While
There is a rumbling taking place in my heart concerning my relationships with others. It started at the end of 2018 during a class based on the book, Experiencing the…
How Did I Miss It?
The Kingdom of Heaven is like a treasure hidden in plain sight. People go about their lives walking near it. They walk on it, around it and under it. But…
Friction in my Residence
The Lord is preparing my heart; This I know is true. I feel chosen, special, appointed. Though still in training, in preparation for servanthood to my King, I know who…