Stop Over-Analyzing I’ve often been told, “Laurence! Stop over analyzing everything.” “You need to learn to go with the flow.” While over analyzing may not be a good thing, I’ve come to realize, with the guidance of the Holy Spirit, that my natural disposition to analyze deeply is a...

Life without God is excruciating. It’s absolutely horrible. Sure, there is the bit about what happens to us after we die but I’m not talking about that part. I’m talking about our life now. You start with this immense hole to fill and the world tells you how to...

Lord God, there are times in life when I get triggered. I received hurt, rejection, “I am not enough,” “I am a mistake.” In these moments, I see how easily I distance myself from you, Lord. I see how my shame causes me to hide. It’s in those moments,...

And without faith it is impossible to please God because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who diligently seek him. Hebrews 11:6 For years now I’ve been starving for everything God related. I wanted to read every book, go to...

There is a rumbling taking place in my heart concerning my relationships with others. It started at the end of 2018 during a class based on the book, Experiencing the Father’s Embrace by Jack Frost. In that class, our instructor, Pastor Kay, taught me to recognize the different cultures...

Heads up for anyone that is seeking closeness to God, the pursuit of the Lord will jack up your relationships to others as you know it and it will be an uncomfortable transition. So much of our relationships are built within the confinements of the world system/culture. Naturally, as...

Moving into the kingdom of God, under His rule, is the most amazing move I’ve ever made. What an exciting journey!! AND a journey not without its challenges. Reorganizing my life within the context of this kingdom takes time. It takes time to learn a new culture and how...

The Kingdom of Heaven is like a treasure hidden in plain sight. People go about their lives walking near it. They walk on it, around it and under it. But how fortunate we are, if by the Grace of God, we walk through it with an awareness of its...

The Lord is preparing my heart; This I know is true. I feel chosen, special, appointed. Though still in training, in preparation for servant hood to my King, I know who I am and where I’m going. The picture is still blurry, but I can see enough to continue...